(:

2006-08-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

just now, when i typed in my username and password to come into my blogger account, they suddenly told me it was disabled! haaha i got a shock. i thought it was cause i haven't been here since i don't know when. but then i refreshed the page. then now can again. haha.

okay. so i haven't been here for ages! it was national day, uhh, yesterday. i didn't watch the parade! but somehow i felt that this year's parade is nicer than at least the previous 2 years. there was more... FEEL in this year's parade. haha. i didn't watch singapore idol today too! cause i went out with my family. we bought a super huge bean bag for my younger sister and i! now i have a bean bag in my room (: then we went for dinner at tiong bahru hawker centre. my dad said it's newly built. okay not that new, about a year ago. it's really huge. so we went there to try the food. there's nothing special about it. haha. oh, we saw jack neo! haha. and i remember, i couldn't get my soya bean drink in any of the stalls there! until i went to a corner stall. CA's COMING!

2006-07-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

there was one day during chinese class, jeslyn asked me for the date. then i told her it was 19 july. and her reaction to it was, whoa it's already 19?! so fast! it struck me then. cause it was then that i realised that the days are passing so fast! haha. i mean, today it's the 30th july. my younger sister's birthday (: she asked her friends over. they were really really noisy. we booked the function room for her. there was tons of food. there was so much leftover. it could last us for another 2 days!

oh, the youth went to sentosa today. junior youths had this amazing race game thing. i think it didn't really bond the youths. cause there was such a short time given and the groups were.. WEIRD. besides, it was raining too. so everyone got really sian of continuing with the game. haha. but well, i think the ones that i really talked to was those from my batch! (: heh. they're so funny. i'm so glad we grew so much closer. (:

okay i think next week's gonna be such a busy week. like monday, i've got to stay back for cca photoshoot then there's tuition at night. then tuesday, there's PBL presentation and NAPHA! wednesday there's training and piano lesson at night, thursday there's tuition, and friday there's training and tennis! (: okk, i can't wait for the weekends again! :D

Believe Me

I guess that this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to, then you don’t have to believe me
But I will be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now, believe me

Yo, I don’t wanna be the one to blame
You like fun and games, keep playin ’em
I’m just sayin
Think back then we was like one and the same
On the right track, but I was on the wrong train
It’s like that, now you gotta face the pain
And the devil’s got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape
The reign, every damn day’s the same shade of grey

Hey, i used to have a little bit of a plan
Used to, have a concept of where i stand
But that concept slipped right outta my hand
Now, i dont really even know who i am
Yo, what do i have to say, maybe
I should do what i have to do to break free and
Whatever happens to u, we’ll see
But it’s not gonna happen with me

I guess that this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to, then you don’t have to believe me
But I will be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now, believe me

Back then, i thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain i see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self destruct eventually
Now i’m thinkin like the mistake that i made doesn’t hurt
But it’s not gonna work cause its
Really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I’ve got

You turned your back and walk away ashamed
All you got
Empty memory and pain, nothing makes sense
You stare at the ground, like hearin’ my voice inside your head when no one else is around
What do i have to say
Maybe i should do what i have to do to break free man

I guess that this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to, then you don’t have to believe me
But I will be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now, believe me

I guess that this is where we’ve come to
YEAH
If you don’t want to, then you don’t have to believe me
But I will be there when you go down
YEAH
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now, believe me

I’m doin’ what I have to do
You’re on your own now believe me
Whatever happens to you
You’re on your own now believe me
What do I have to say
You’re on your own now believe me
It’s not gonna happen to me
You’re on your own now believe me

2006-07-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

oh. screwy83 wants me to blog about friday! heh. supposed to leave school straight away to meet tabi at town but, i had to meet this teacher. and it took me 45 mins. super long lah. anyway, i met tabi at lido. then we went to far east to get present for sheng jia. the earrings we got her was super super ex. 1 pair of earrings for $10! and it's not from a jewellery shop mind you. anyway, germ came not long later. then we headed for wheelock. ate at sakae sushi. i love sushi. but, that place at the time we went, was super SUPER noisy. like seriously, everyone was laughing SO loudly that u can't even hear yourself speak. hahaha. we ordered buffet so we sat there at ate and ate and ate. then we kept ordering. hahaha. we wanted to break record. ate like about 30++ plates. then we took alot of photos. and alot of failed attempts. hahaha. okay i don't have the pictures. it's with tabi.

okay that's about it. i wish i've got my very own camera! and i feel like eating raw salmon now. with wasabi and soya sauce! my favourite (: i've learnt to enjoy eating raw salmon. hahaha. i used to hate it like crazy.(but that was cause i never tried it.) but ever since i ate it, i love it now. HAHAHA.

Everytime We Touch by Cascada
I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it's hard to survive

(chorus)
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry ( I cry)
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall..

(chorus)
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

surprise!

2006-07-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

today was.. quite an interesting day. went shopping with my mom and younger sister after church. didn't buy much. only a few things. but we bought famous amos cookies! (: i like it alot. heh. okay so we chose all the things to buy already. just when we wanted to pay, my mom checked her wallet and realised she forgot to bring her credit card! panicked, then called my dad. so after discussing, we left our stuff at the counter and my dad would come down to pay for us after his meeting or something like that. haha. so we left the place.

it was raining. took train back cause the car was with my dad. thennn. yeah didn't really have seat on the train. hate not being able to sit down on the train. anyway, didn't have a seat until jurong mrt station. so my younger sister and i got seats finally. and guess what! just as we sat down, this familiar looking guy and his friend came in. i looked at him for awhile. hahaha i was thinking where did i see him before? hahahahaaha he's SHAWN LEE! oh my gosh. hahaha. never thought i would meet him. he's quite tall. and super cute (: he dropped off at boon lay anyway. most probably going to jurong point? hehh. i would have stalked him if my mom wasn't with me! hahaha. okk, i shall end here! (:

feelings insincere

2006-07-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna get back to that disaster.

i don't feel like writing anything here. okay, let's just say i'll write cause shahilia asked me to. haha. she still owes me hot fudge sundae anyway! YOU OWE ME, SHAHILIA! hahaha. it's $1.50 and i know you have money now! :D

i think my life's so boring now. even screwy83 doesn't come anymore! hahaha. it sucks lah. poooff. they all ~~disappeared~~ faded away just like that.

oh, i didn't hand in the emath and amath tys. and mr ng didn't say a thing. doubt i can even finish them. can't bring myself to do it. i get distracted so easily! heh. lalalala. bye!

2006-07-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

ah! my msn's so freaky! when i open a conversation, the person's nickname at the side(u know, when u open alot of conversations, then the would just 'collate' into a 'single' window instead of having so many windows at the bottom of your page?) would be different from the person's orginal nickname! and it happened for like quite a few! like when, i open rena's conversation, her nickname at the side would be 'chasing cars' but her actual one would be jack's mannequin! and and, aish's would be '/xoxo' but her actual one would be some long long thing. hahaha. ahh freaky. ok nvm if you don't get it. i suck at explaining. haha.

my daddy just taught me how to make my computer screen brighter. before that, it was so dark and i couldn't see a single thing at all. hahahaha. and i didn't even realise it until my younger sister pointed it out to me. haha.

Ultraviolet

Nothing goes to plan
It's all a game of chance they say, in wonderland
There's magic in the air
A tragic love affair that I don't understand

These summer girls are really something else
Our lives are short
The nights are long

Mrs halloween
Is drinking at the bar again in New Orleans
She throws another dart
It narrowly avoids my lonely broken heart
Torn apart

These summer girls are really something else (It won't be long)
Our lives are short
The nights are long
The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on

So pinch me I must be dreaming
My life has lost all its meaning
But i like the way I'm feeling now

Kissing her lips at midnight
Under the stars and moonlight
But i never thought we'd be this strong

The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on

She's looking good tonight
I love the way she glows in ultraviolet light
Intoxicate my mind
I know that love is blind
And i'm not seeing right
I'm not alright

These summer girls are really something else (It won't be long)
Our lives are short
The nights are long
These summer girls are really something else (It won't be long)
Our lives are short
The nights are long
The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on
The nights go on and on

everybody wants to know her name

2006-07-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

I AM SO DEAD. we're supposed to finish the amath and emath tys by supposedly tonight. and hand them in tomorrow. but, hahahah i think i'm not even done with at least ONE chapter of each tys. okay maybe i won't even bring it to school tomorrow. imagine IF i rush them all out tonight but still not complete it, and he tells us tomorrow that he's postponing the deadline, i'll be damn pissed. cause i rush out so much and u tell me tomorrow's not the deadline.

but IF i don't do anything tonight, and tomorrow's still the deadline, i'll just be so dead. AHAHAHA. okay, why am i thinking of the worst? hahaha. okok, IF i don't do, and he postpones the deadline(which might be quite unlikely) it'll be WONDERFUL! hahahaha. whatever.

oh guess what. EVERYONE HAS A rather SHORT DAY TOMORROW! yayness. cause all the teachers in singapore has to go for the MOE EXCEL thing i think. that's why school will end earlier tomorrow. but unfortunately for me, my school only ends 45 mins earlier than usual. which kinda makes no difference. i predict everyone will be in town tomorrow. cause who wouldn't want to go out if school ends early? hahaha. ok, i realise i talk alot of crap.

oh training yesterday was quite fun. it was quite slack, but i like! ok shit, i hope amelia or anyone doesn't read this. hahaha. okay i don't wanna talk about after training. hahaha. it was damn embarrassing. NVM. before that was amath lesson. which was from 200-245? around that time lah. i was pratically falling asleep. my eyes kept closing. hahaha no idea why i was so tired. i seem so tired these few days. sucks.

oh just now, i fell asleep while doing homework. slept at about 5 plus i think. woke up cause the phone kept ranging and no one picked up the phone. i can't be bothered to answer using the phone in my room cause it's out of battery. and it can't seem to charge. well, anyway yeah woke up and saw that the sky was dark. then i was like, oh shit. what time isit now? i thought it was like at 10 plus? or maybe already the next morning? cause the sky was so dark! hahaa. then i was thinking, 'why didn't they call me for dinner? oh man, i can't believe i slept so much. shit!' u know, that kinda thing. hahaha then i checked the time. chey! it was only 745. HAHAHAHA. i can't tell the time in my room. it doesn't have a clock. and the sky was really really dark then. like when it's... night time. HAHAHA. okok. byebye!

2006-07-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

today's been quite a long day i think. but it's unproductive! the math holiday homework is like less than 1/10 done? shitness.

okay, so today's youth day and tmr's a holiday! but i have like so many tuitions and everything tmr. it's like not even a holiday to me. idiot laarzzxzxzx.

came online actually thinking that i would do the chinese online assignment. haha. and i got back the previous one that i did online. i got like.. 6/19?! hahahaa. so much for copying. it's way beyond a pass. besides, my computer actually cant read chinese. haha.

i thought there would be much more people, than usual, online today. cause tomorrow's a holiday. but, i guess i'm wrong? haha. those whom i expected to come online didn't! i realised, screwy83's been a frequent tagger! haha. screwy83, tell me your blog! okay lalala. i want to sleep now.

2006-06-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

wow, i haven't been here for a long long time.
i'm here cause my cousin just wants to read blogs. i'm being nice by posting something here for her to read! hahaha. i'm quite tired now actually. and, i THINK i've finished my school homework! hahaha rocks right. expcept for the math tys. which is like impossible to finish.

tomorrow's youth sunday! i'm quite excited for it. haha. i think it's gonna be quite funny. BUT. after tmr, it's back to school. which kinda sucks. i don't wanna study anymore. oh oh! shu told me, that if you ston too much, you're making your brain cells lazy and thus you'll become dumber. haha. and i'm trying so hard not to ston anymore. but. i think it doesn't make much of a difference. cause.. i don't feel my brain working anymore! i'm just like living my life without thinking. everything's just going through my EYES. hahaha. i just wanna marry a rich guy next time! :D but my ambition is to be an accountant! hahaha.

i'm so addicted to the song HOME. by michael buble.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

i know this blog is dying. cause i don't ever update. hahaha. but i don't like updating! its so troublesome. call me lazy. haha whatever. oh, sweetheart! i shall write your letter tomorrow. IF I REMEMBER! it's gonna be... unique. I PROMISE! :D

2006-06-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm gonna be MIA-ing again for another 5 days or so! (:

hey YOU. take care while i'm gone! :D

:D

2006-05-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO

like.. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM??

2006-05-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

i don't want school tomorrow. they give us a holiday in the middle of the week. how weird is that? i've got no mood for school. i wouldn't want to go to school if they weren't checking the papers tomorrow. why can't they just give us a TWO day break! i predict, tomorrow's not going to be a good day!

2006-05-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

i hate liars. i really do.
but,
i HATE it more when people make use of me.

SUPERFICIAL TALK ):

there's something wrong.

2006-05-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

didn't go to the airport in the end. and couldn't go out with rena, resa, fiona and nic. found out that tina and shah met them too. haha. wanted to go! but, NVM.

watched i not stupid too twice just now. it was sad. but, i didn't cry. haha. i like shawn! (: hahaha. and the first part when his mom was shouting at him while he was on the phone. hahaha. he had this masking tape paste over the phone. so he didn't have to hold the phone. it's a good idea! hahaha. cause his mom, xiangyun kept asking him to bathe. i liked the part when he said to the person over the phone, "sorry my maid." then xiang yun asked "WHAT MAID?!" then he stuttered and said "uhhh.. mermaid!" hahahhaahahahahha so funny!

oh, i'm watching the 9 o clock show now! heh. i like yuqi (: that show has so many love triangles thing. but only the married man are really involved in them. haha. and i hate that stupid yanbin. she wants to snatch xiyi's husband. whoa, tell her to go and DIE. aiyah shit, it's ended.

bye!

2006-05-18T10:44:00.000+08:00

FERLY : our papers are over! haha, and you're so smart lah. get SO HIGH for your results!

hammy : hammy and hammy91 is the same person right? don't lie to me! tell me, haha who else looks like you?

marissa : :D but you're still my friend!

screwy83 : hahaha i used to have alot alot of money! i think i still do. heh. and guess how i got those money! :D

vag : thanks!

dana : hello! yes, you still owe me lollipop! hahaha it's been since, last year! (:

(: : i know who! you're the lame one! hahaha. :D shall think of a name for you. AN UGLY NAME. hahahah. :D

sweet beginnings and bitter endings.

2006-05-18T10:30:00.000+08:00

i just watched this video clip from youtube. it's so sad. ):

anyway, i've got no school today. i think i'm going town today. but, at 4? such a weird time! haha.

i think girly's coming over later. but that's what she says. i don't quite believe her though. cause she keeps lying to me! haha. nevermind, i shall play cake mania! (:

2006-05-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

slept till about 10.30pm today. got up cause i needed to use the toilet badly. i got bombed today! in my own toilet. thank goodness i've got a 5 days holiday. but, it'll past very fast..

daddy didn't allow me to go town today. so i'll just have to stay home. which is, quite boring? nvm. i can study?? haha... sorry marissa, and all!

closed doors.

2006-05-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

shahilia : haha ok linked! like finally right? hahaha. :D
hammy91 : haha, u told me you're hair's screwed! so, must be you cut it lah. and you really did! it's damn short now. hahaha.

sweetheart! : hey! so sorry i haven't replied. (: anyway, i promise i'll give you something really nice! trust me. :D

screwy83 : i know who you are! hahah. but, i don't remember playing merecca chase with you! haha, anyway, haven't touched neopets for a long long time! eh, let's battle? hahaha. :D

sha : okay linked! :D since when did you have a blog! haha you better link me too ok!

charmaine : hey, haven't seen you for a long long time! (: colorful! didn't know you would come here. :D

tab : hahaa i love yan yan too you know! but i prefer chocolate. (: chocolate rocks! but i love strawberry POKEY! hahaha.

jean : eh! :D if you ever come here again, tell me your blog or something! :D

hammy : hahaha i don't believe you're someone else! hahaha i bet u're the same person as hammy91. hahaha.

2006-05-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

no school tomorrow. haha yay. thank goodness i don't take bio. i think i would have died. so many heavy papers cramped up this week, especially. but it's all over! (just for this week). haha i've got a 5-day break before my physics paper. isn't that great! yes, FERLY? hahaha. i know you read this! you just don't tag! must TAG when u see this okay! :D okay but doesn't mean i've got a 5-day break means i don't have to study. i shall study hard and do well for physics! my FAVOURITE subject. hahaha.

i think geography and chem paper went better than amath and lit and emath paper 2. the 3 totally sucked. i'm quite prepare to fail emath and lit. but not exactly prepared to fail amath. heh. infact, i don't want to fail anything!

i'm going shopping later. with my sister and cousin. hahaha. i feel so relaxed now. oh, hahaha anyone, if you're reading this, download CAKE MANIA, DINER DASH, PIZZA FRENZY or SPONGEBOB DINER DASH! i recomend cake mania! it's super fun. hahaha. but all's like some speed game. you've got to be fast! not like, SNAIL. hahaha kidding ! (: i hope rachel doesn't see this. hahahaha. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ATHEENA! :D

2006-04-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

the week just passed. like woosh. so fast. hahaha. yesterday was the bazaar. (: hahaha i heard the neighbouring flats complained that the music was too loud or something. haha quite funny.

shit i feel super super super bad. as in, horrible bad. SORRY REGINE! really really really really sorry!!

2006-04-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

i'm begining not like coming online. this week passed quite quickly, cause of sports day i think. if not for sports day, oh gosh, i would be dreading everyday of my life. school's becoming mundane and that sucks. and, there's like nothing special to look forward to anymore. but yay there's good friday next week! which is another day down from weekdays. and plus, it'll be a friday! :D

okay let's see. when's the mid years? i've got a feeling it starts like, the last week of april? which is in TWO weeks time? and, i think i'll do really badly again this time. shitness, seriously, if i don't do well, i won't be able to do practically anything during the school holidays! not even go for church camp! my dad's already thinking of cancelling my church camp.

that reminds me, there's church tmr. just came back from rena and resa's party! (: hahaha there were quite alot of people there. plus the 4 guys from their neighbourhood i think. they were, quite extra i must say. i pity them. hahaha. ohoh, we went to their house in the morning about 11++ after rena left her house. so, basically both rena and resa were out! shihui went out with them. and so nicole, fiona, lyanne and i went there with our cloth, balloons and poppers. hahaha. before that, there were so many change of plans it was crazy, i tell you. cause we wanted to surprise them and decorate their house at the same time. hahaha. we thought rena and resa, along with shi hui would come back at 4++ cause rena wanted to buy clothes. but in the end, when we were still fooling around after blowing about 60 balloons, shihui msged lyanne to tell her that they were on the way home! hahaha. and that was when we wanted to go jelita to get some food. but we couldn't. panicked after we got that msg then rushed the banner like crazy. then cause we haven't prepared everything properly, we went to their attic to do while they were downstairs. and they sort of didn't know we were up there. haha the bringing of stuff up from the ground floor to the attic was like super tiring. with so many things to carry and especially, so many stairs to climb! hahaha. then lalalala, we did it and then off to the second floor we went. threw down balloons and hanged the banner. then nicole brought down the cake. hahaha it was quite funny (:

oh yes, sports day yesterday, actually, the day before, (friday). yay isabel won!! i was actually quite shocked. seriously, i never never expected isabel to win this year. cause isabel got like 4th for swim meet. so like from 4th to 1st is quite a big jump? hahaha. i was helper for sports day. position judge. sucks. cause we kept mixing up the positions, and ms quek kept scolding us. and the sun was scorching hot at first, but after that it rained. and when i went home at night, my eyes were so red and tired. it was like, really tired and you would be able to tell by just looking at it. haha, okay and now there's more eyebags. plus now, that it's so late and i'm still not asleep? okay additional extra more eyebags. one day, my whole face will just turn to the color of the eyebags. HAHAHA. eh i wonder how it'll be! hahahaha. okk, GOODNIGHT! before i go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENA & RESA! :D

haha

2006-04-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

i'm not supposed to be online now.. i actually didn't even turn on my internet switch connection thing. but someone elsewhere has wireless too, and i'm using that person's! that's why i can come online. hahaha. school sucks these days. they are just so boring. actually, not that boring, but it's just like, you're walking and everywhere around you people are just fooling around and laughing but you just don't feel like joining in. you know? sucks. there's geography and amath test tomorrow. okk. have to go before my parents come home!

at long last

2006-03-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

i haven't been here for a reallllllyyyyyy long time. it's getting late! shit, my dad just came out. oh, i got back my CA1 results. and guess what i got? i got 2nd last in class. shit, ultra shit. now my parents keep thinking that i don't study and stuff. it's so annoying. I DO STUDY OK. !!! nvm.

new friends made, good friends lost.

do you believe it love

Just one day
If I could hold you in my arms
Close to my heart where you belong
Love of my life you really are
Still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter
Remember back in the day we were like best of friends
But we were falling in love we never could pretend
Night after night we used to talk about me and you
The things we'd do together forever?

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
You'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

Just one day
If I could touch your face again
Words can't describe how I'm feeling
If I could turn back the hands of time
I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind
Remember moments when there was nothing better than
A stroll in the park walking hand in hand
I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you
The things we do together forever

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
You'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

The words you said to me before you slipped away
Are still with me girl to this very day yeah
In everything I do to everything I say
You'll always be the sunshine in my life
And yes I believe in love

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
That you'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

2006-03-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

i feel like writing about taman. however, i feel lazy now. another time probably! hahaha but, i think i would've forgotten everything by then. heh. (:

i keep eating that biscuit! u know, the one with the sugar icing on top. the one that comes in different colors! hahaha. nvm if u dont get it. but i love it alot alot alot. haha. ok i'm stopping. i'm gonna sleep soon! there's lit lesson early tmr morning!

2006-03-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T FIND IT!
DAMN.

catch your wave

2006-03-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

In the middle of the night
That's when you caught my eye
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

The clock's turning around
And you're still playing these games
It's such a waste to bring me down, down, down
Don't bring me down cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, don't wanna let you go

When I turned sixteen
That's when I started to dream
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

Well every princess has her knight
And I'm still in it for the fight
Not givin in, I'm gonna win, win, win
I'm gonna win cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl don't wanna let you go

I'm never gonna let you go

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, dont wanna let you

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, don't wanna let you
Hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go
I'll never let you go
Alright

oh gosh.

2006-03-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

click!
just look at that! hahaa. i didn't exactly read everything in that site, but the first sentence alone scares me.!

seriously, i'm quite scared. but i'm quite excited lah. haha, i think it'll be fun. all the seniors said it'd be. (: i hope i don't see snakes, and no leeches will come to me. i'd just scream like mad. ):

2006-03-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

you know, i think i've actually judged a person wrongly? because i've been judging that person by her looks. looks can be decieving. i've been finding everything that's irritatble about her and though she's said to be nice and stuff, i wouldn't change my mindset about her. however i realise, that i shouldn't be doing that. if i look at the good points of her, she's not bad a person after all.
because however you judge a person, that person will judge you back the same way you judged her/him. why not have one less enemy? never judge a person by just her appearance or by just a single thing he or she did. one of the most noble thing to do is to forgive! (: yeah, don't see the actual point in hating someone, cause it causes unhappiness. what for is there the need of unhappiness when happiness can be obtained by just forgiving and forgetting?

said that in relation to that person, so however i treated you, if you're reading this, i'm sorry! (: doubt you would read this anyway.

2006-02-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

oh i have an indian name!
hahaha it's,
maryputthecherry
yes, it's mary-put-the-cherry
read it fast. hahahaha.
okay i hope i didn't offend anyone! (:

2006-02-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

shit, i told rachel i would get her a box of ferro roche if she won the match today. and she did! oh manzz. BIG MISTAKE. hahaha. i kinda forgot about it cause it was just a comment! ahh hahahaha. but i shall. i'll keep my promise. hahaaa.

rena JX, hahaha. where are the photos!! :D
nicole, hahaha i know! so silly. i think we spoilt their thing!! hahahahaa.

i'm so sorry if i didn't reply your tag. i don't feel like replying now. hahaha. anyway, no one comes here lah.

2006-02-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

i'm not in school today. it's so much better staying home rather than being in school. though there's the gas attack pratice exercise today. if i went to school today, that'll be the only thing i would be looking forward to. well, doesn't really matter actually. cause, there'll be another one! haha.

valentine's day totally sucked. i felt so bad, cause i only bought presents for some people, so i still owe the others! but don't you think it'll be weird giving them valentine's day presents so late? hahaha.

2006-02-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

often talked of, never seen,
ever coming, never been.
daily looked for, never here,
still approaching ever near.
though expected to appear,
you will never see me here.

don't you just hate riddles?

2006-02-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

my sister got back her o levels results yesterday. she did well (: so did my cousin. and thus, my grandma wants to celebrate it! we're going to king's hotel for buffet dinner tomorrow night? my grandma's so cute! :D

went for tuition this morning. haha saw my tuition teacher's boyfriend. he looks quite nice.

oh, i haven't been doing most of my homework. there were so so so many tests this week. tuesday was chem test. wednesday was e math test and yesterday was geog and physics test. i think i'll do super badly for all of them. and.. hahaha. i haven't handed in my SS source-based question worksheet. i think it's counted in CA1. but. i haven't completed it. haha. ohoh, and i have yet to complete the group work billboard thing for literature. sucks lah. i can't draw for nuts. ):

don't need to talk it out
we know what it's all about

you put the peanut butter and jelly

2006-02-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i'm watching some show on disney channel. it's called 'that's so raven' it's quite funny. these two girls walk into the kitchen and seated there were two boys. and, one girl asked the guy, "whatcha lookin' at?"
and he replied "nothing.. but now i'm looking at something. oh, howya doin' chelsea baby?"
and the girl who's called chelsea gave that disgusting look. her friend, told him, "look she's 15 and you're 10"
"so?"
"so that gives her the reason to be grossed out by you."

hahahaha okay that was random.

anyway, this morning, mrs kong made us sing the national anthem like 7 times? about there lah, and we even had to sing it in smaller groups, like 4 classes per group. it's public humiliation! and during patrick's lesson, he asked all of us to sing the national anthem together. so we had to be enthu in order not to be scolded or pointed out by him. anyway it's class spirit.. right? RIGHT.

2006-02-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

clickffor my school song!

it won't bring you directly to the song. it'll open to the school info page and then you have to click on the school song button. haha i think my school song's like, so funny? it's quite fast! haha.

2006-02-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

I need some sleep
It can't go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there's one I always miss
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

I need some sleep
Time to put the old horse down
I'm in too deep
And the wheels keep spinning 'round
Everyone says I'm getting' down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

You just gotta let it go

haha, this is the song from stc netball website. (:

2006-02-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

i've got 3 tests this coming week and i'm not doing anything about it. haha haven't studied at all. i predict.. i will fail at least 4 subjects in CA1. i'm gonna be SO DEAD. i'm just being lazy actually. cause i have removed my main distraction.

2006-01-30T09:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday was bai nian day! haha, received quite alot of ang paos(however you spell it). actually not alot. both sides of my family won't even add up to 5 tables during reunion i think. i've opened my ang pows already. heh. this year's ang pows from my mom's side is so much more! about twice the amount from last year.

well, i've gotta do my homework soon. it's piling up like crazy. or i'll just die of stress when school reopens. okay my aim this short holiday is to finish ALL my homework. haha. and if i don't finish them, i won't be able to go out today and tomorrow!

you have no idea how much i'm eating. like S O M U C H. i'm gonna die of fattness. haha.

i'll keep you my dirty little secret

2006-01-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

today's a nice nice nice day. i have limited vocab, i know. haha. but i like today! haha. a few days ago, i was super scared for my birthday. haha. i thought it would be like a super bad day or something. but now, i like birthdays! i love birthdays! (:

early this morning, got samantha's message wishing me happy birthday! then i went to bed. haha, in the morning, i received 5 other messages i think. then reached school, received presents and stuff. hahaha, thank you for all those! (: rena, resa, kelly, cherene, amanda, marissa, atheena, ginny, tessa, sri, vinee, haha sorry if i missed out anyone. yay i love presents. haha i shan't say what i got.

before the first lesson, when i came into class, everyone sang birthday song! haha and during recess, i almost died of embarrassment. everyone kept singing birthday songs. they sang it like 5 times. but everyone's so sweet (:

after recess was chem, kelly told me we had to see ms maggie lee after school. no idea why. so, after chem was CME, then after cme, we were at the 4th floor. and like we gathered to go meet ms lee at the light house. but fer had to go toilet. so they asked me to go with her. and, after that, when we came out. haha guess what! they got a cake! haha so sweet of them. they were singing birthday song. haha the people were fiona, yan ling, nicole, rena, resa, olivia, desiree, rachel tan, kelly, samantha, weizhen and fer! haha they planned everything. so they each had a slice of cake. there were left overs. wanted to give them to the netballers. but guess what happened! while i wanted to keep them, then cause the boxed wasn't tied properly, the cake fell out to the floor! so sad. i wasted a huge portion of the cake. haha i felt so guilty! but well, yeah too bad for those who could actually eat them.

spent some time cleaning the cake from the floor. we were eating it from the floor too! haha. damn disgusting, but it was funny. we were sitting down and it's as though there was an imaginary plate that our cake was placed on. hahaha. take a look at the 4th level, the stairs nearest to 0401. haha there's cake stain. hahaha.

after that, rena, resa, kelly and i went to tiong to eat lunch. decided to eat at burger king. haha. i was super super full. ate a little anyway. haha then we went to sakae sushi! to eat more! it was hilarious. we took super many chopsticks. hahaha.

anyway, after that, everyone was going home. so i cabbed down to NUS to watch the c div play netball match. (:

they kept singing birthday song for me too. haha. so sweet (:

haha i think i anyhow typed this entry. there aren't really like proper sentences. yuck. but, ohwell. haha. school tmr.. oh yeah. we're having class chinese new year party after school. lou haying! (: haha. we're going to have our 3E lou hay! (:

yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! hahaha. :D

2006-01-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

i've got tons of homework. but i don't know if i'll complete them. don't feel like doing. i've got to do gong han. yucks. it sucks. i've like got nothing to write about. maybe i'll do anyway, one more time i don't hand in my work on time i think i need to go for detention. fu lao shi only gives us 3 chances! and i think i've used 2. anywayy. that reminds me. i've got ting xie tomorrow!

can't wait for the weekend! and chinese new year! my parents are super anti-social. they're not going to visit any friends this chinese new year, neither are any of their friends coming. none came last year either if i remember correctly. but i want to go visiting! i love visiting. haha. i think it's so, fun. i wanna get $$$. hohoho. (:

2006-01-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

i've got the letter for making the IC thing. which means, my birthday is coming! haha. but i don't feel like doing it now. maybe if i can delay it, i'll get it done during march or even later. haha.

i wanna be a detective in future! haha. it's gonna be so exciting. i love finding out stuff about people (: haha and it's like, so fun! hahaha.

so many people are at my house now. haha. but i like. oh, chinese new year's coming! haha. i like (: but i haven't bought my clothes. oh mann. i think i'm gonna have no clothes on that day. oh oh, the day we're going to bai nian is on sunday! heh. don't know if i'll be going to church on that day.

i'm posting about such random stuff! oh i haven't completed my homework. still got tons left. so dead. let me see what i have left.. geog worksheet, amath, etc etc. AIYAH. i'm gonna eat pizza now! then there's cake. heh. gonna do homework after that!

2006-01-20T12:06:00.000+08:00

i really can't stand my sister's voice. It’s just so annoying and unpleasing to the ear. imagine her having to always use that tone of voice every single moment she's complaining. and she complains about almost every thing. that’s how it is like everyday at home. She was using the computer just now and I just wanted to use it for awhile. She let me, but then before I finished using, she wanted it back and she said she just needed like one minute and guess how long later she let me use it again? ONE HOUR. Irritating.

My mom keeps asking me how to do stuff. Cause we’ve got a replacement for the spoilt tv now, she doesn’t even know how to turn it off. And I came home after the tv came and she should be the one knowing most about the tv right, but she’s asking me instead. I mean like, how do you expect me to know most about the tv if I wasn’t there when the person delivered it? Oh gosh. Anyway as I was saying, there’s a proper tv at home now! But it’s still not yet the actual one cause the one we bought still hasn’t been shipped over, so the one at home now is just a replacement.

Today isn’t exactly a good day if I think about it in details. After school was actually okay but during lessons, they were horrible. Fu lao shi taught us about gong han and asked us to write about it. Then she mentioned that there would be a test next week. She mentioned two chapters but I only caught the first one. Then I asked her to repeat and she didn’t want to. She doesn’t want to tell me cause she thinks I’m always not paying attention. It’s so so so so irritating. Like, why can’t you just repeat it. I was paying attention okay. It’s just that I didn’t get that part. Plus, many people didn’t get the second chapter too.

Physics is really boring. We were counting the pendulum thing. and we have to time how long it takes for the pendulum to swing 20 times. We were counting like, 1.........2........3.......... and so on. After physics was EFL briefing. oh i haven’t showed my parents the letter. During the briefing, desiree kept singing some song a person who went for American idol sang. I can’t remember the lyrics but all I knew was that she kept repeating it! Haha but it was quite funny.

Left school at around 5 today. Went to meet wilin and her friend for dinner. I don’t know how to spell her friend’s name, but I know how to pronounce it (: anyway, ate at sakae then went to the court at nifong’s house for tennis lessons. Haha tennis is hilarious. Wilin lost coach’s tennis ball and he asked her to pay $2 for it and she so innocently, or rather guiltily agreed to pay! Hahaha.

Maybe I should study later right? There’s party tomorrow afternoon, tuition in the morning. Shit, next week’s gonna be really busy!

i'm seriously bow-legged. especially my right leg. i never knew it was so serious until i saw that one ankle was like more swollen than the other. it's quite scary. oh no, i think maybe it'll get worse till maybe i can't even walk properly! OH NO.

Oh I just learnt something from rena and resa, if you have your period, you can eat as much as you want! Cause your metabolism rate is twice the normal when you’re having your period! Haha bet you didn’t know it! Well, neither did I, until today. (:

2006-01-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

i'm quite glad i don't have training today. everytime i come back from training, i won't feel like doing anything. i think my class's really competitive. everyone's so smart and stuff. i feel really dumb. i think maybe i'll get like last in class this year? and, i haven't been studying at all. i don't get any math stuff AT ALL. i mean, i think i get a little, but i always get confused..

i can't wait for saturday. (:

okay, time for to go for tuition!

2006-01-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

this is my life. the pink part's like the starting point, and yeah, it goes one whole round and back to square one. it's so hard to move on.

2006-01-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

today's quite relaxing. haha. cause there's no homework! how's that. but lessons suck. they're so... i don't know how to describe them.

came home after school cause there was piano lesson at 4.45pm. then at 4.15pm, my maid said she wanted to buy bread. but there was only 1 set of keys left. she knew i had piano lesson, but i didn't tell her the time, i just told her my piano teacher would come anytime from then. hahaha. and cause she wanted to buy bread at that time, and knowing she always always takes forever to come back once she gets out, i told her to take the keys. and like, come back quickly cause piano teacher would come and without the keys, she wouldn't be able to come into the house. so guess what, she went down, and came up with the bread after 5 minutes! hahaha that's like damn fast. the fastest ever. hahaha.

okay, actually i need to do some research stuff today for some english essay. i really hate english lessons! really. it's so boring and i don't like doing essays. YUCK.

2006-01-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

For all I've been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch you set me free

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

For every mountain I have climbed
And ever raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I longed to find
Without you love I would be lost

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you
In this life, I was loved by you

2006-01-09T19:48:00.000+08:00

the weather's so cold.
uhh this morning francis punished us during PE. he made us like some fool. but luckily there wasn't any other class around. or it would be the most embarrassing PE lesson. haha. today actually passed really fast. patrick was quite annoying today. but towards the end, i think it wasn't that bad after all. i'm too lazy to continue. goodbye!

2006-01-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

i'm turning my head up and down
i'm turning turning turning turning turning around.

going in CIRCLES.
yuck, i hate it.

2006-01-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since school started? quite fast eh. well, i still have to do another 3 chinese compos which have to be handed in by tmr. yeah i know, I AM SO DEAD. i hope tomorrow goes well, and i bet there'll be lots of homework. i don't exactly want to go school tmr, if i don't, i'll have 4 days of holiday! how's that.

i think tmr's gonna be a long long day. staying back for lit tomorrow. oh shit, that reminds me, i have to do lit homework too. i totally forgot i had extra lessons tmr. ah, lessons suck. it's so hectic. whatever.

i feel like getting a crumpler, but then, nevermind. i haven't thought of really getting it. it keeps raining, yuck. i love rain, but i don't like it when i'm all clean and when i need to walk in the rain.

i've got a smile on my face, i wish.

2006-01-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

on the 12th day of christmas

before turning on the computer, i really wanted to type out many things. but, i guess i'm not going to now. firstly cause i've forgot some, and also cause.. some things just changed my mind.

there was mass today. practically everyone was falling asleep. i've been so tired these few days. i'm still not used to school. today's my only free day after school. quite glad cause i won't be that tired at night. for the past two nights, i didn't exactly do my homework. just packed my bag and went to bed really early. haha i think school's seriously becoming my second home. i spend 70% of my time in school. oh well, that's not my point.

the secondary ones are having their orientation now. i still quite clearly remember when i was in secondary one. gosh. i just hope some of them don't regret coming here. i don't exactly regret coming to this school. i only don't like... i shan't mention, cause i don't know who comes to this blog. anyway, other than those, i guess i like school. (:

a new year with new classmates. they're nice. but i got back patrick. everyone's missing patrick now that he doesn't teach them. i see him everyday. ain't they jealous. hahaha.

i'm concerned for the sec ones. they come to school so innocently, not knowing anything. i really hope they don't end up like me. i regret doing what i did. but i'm stuck here spinning in circles. not knowing how to get out of what i've gotten myself into. this sucks.

don't try guessing what happened. it's not important and you wouldn't want to know. it won't benefit you even if you know.

2006-01-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

everyone keeps reminding me of my homework! shit. i don't wanna do. actually i wanted to do it yesterday night, but i totally forgot about it. so, i don't know if i'm still gonna do it.

i don't know what i should do tomorrow. i feel like going out, doubt my parents will allow though. i don't really want school to reopen. seriously, i think i have a phobia of school. haha. not exactly actually. but it's just, some social disorder stuff. bleahh. maybe only my cousin will understand (:

think i shall sleep early tonight. goodnight!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2005-12-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

oh i had the longest christmas ever. spent christmas everywhere. first, on the plane, then in seoul, then singapore! plus the plane flew past so many countries. haha, this isn't that bad a christmas after all (: oh and, today's the 3rd day of christmas! on the 3rd day of christmas my true love sent to me, 3 french hens, two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree!

every second i'm without i'm a m e s s

2005-12-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

haha, i was tidying up my room and guess what. i saw the wrapping papers of my presents this year. they were so long ago. i just left them there after opening the gifts. and, i realised i really owe alot of people presents. i haven't been giving presents this year. i feel so bad. tabi, wilin, yiping, jiayun, etc etc. are those whom i owe. i can't remember who else. sorry if i left out the others. well, haha. school's starting like, real soon. i don't like. i want the whole of 2e to go to the same class next year! i like US. (:

2005-12-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true,add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow. (??)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie (??) and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I'm nursing a craving for hokkien mee.

2005-12-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

"emily are you there?"

she looks up and her eyes were totally white in color.

oh my gosh. it's from emily rose. i saw that part in the hotel a few days ago. and it keeps replaying in my head now...

2005-12-26T14:03:00.000+08:00

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here
with you
Nice to know somebody loves me

Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

2005-12-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching a hong kong series. it's so sad! it's the last episode. i'm so sad now. the guy's a cop. and he has a tumor in his head. on the day he was going to take his wedding photo, he saw a pickpocket, so he gave chase. but the bride was waiting for him. and after he finally caught the pickpocket, he called the bride to tell her he was coming back, but on the way, he collasped and died. but cause the bride thought he was on the way back, she took photos with his mom, bridesmaid, bridegroom, etc. and alone. but he never came back. and all the photos she took was without the groom. oh.. ahh. so sad. ): but luckily it ended before i'm gone. just before i'm gone.

don't leave me stranded here

2005-12-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with me. i'm feeling so.. URGH. it's just so hard to describe. 10 days out of singapore. ain't that prepared for everything. the days are passing REALLY quickly. too fast for me. i kinda miss my old friends. don't know why, just a sudden feeling. i'm afraid when i'm back, i'll lose stuff. not exactly in the literal way. i don't feel very safe. it's this insecure feeling.

sometimes, i wish i really didn't find out some things. i wish i would be back earlier. i wish.. i wish.. i wish for so many things. too many. haha.

i like everything the way it is during the holidays. i like this life (: seriously, i kinda regret doing something i did 2 years ago. IF ONLY...

hahaha i'm sounding so emo. yuckk.

stay with me, lay with me now

2005-12-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

i've been staring at this blank post for the past 15 minutes trying to recall what i wanted to write.

anyway, i've been sleeping pretty late and getting up rather early these few days. think i'm getting sick too. it's my mom's birthday tomorrow (:

thank you for today

2005-12-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

d rheiuj dfduf d ndni sdhasjbnz nq abeiusb iw beod ih woisd hi.
heeeellllpppp.

2005-12-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving in two days time. actually it's considered one, or rather, slightly after tomorrow. i'm not even done with packing. and and. my things are everywhere. i don't even know what i've gotten and what i've not. my luggage's too small. SHIT. i'm so messed up. i don't know if i'm excited for it. don't ask me.

2005-12-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for the stupid things i wish i didn't do

2005-12-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

shit. i haven't bathe.
sometimes i run sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time

read between the lines

2005-12-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

i went to IMM today together with my sisters and neighbour. we walked around almost the whole place and ate super super much. went into giant. and we saw this guy, with explosion hair! it's really huge. it looks weird. but he's nice.

i think the show shopping king and queen is really funny. i can just laugh like crazy when i watch it. oh there was this dunno what shop they advertised today, it's like u bake the things yourself and stuff. coolness.

i like this song. (:

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true ...
All I want for Christmas
Is you ...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come treu
All I want for Christmas is you ...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You ...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one
I really need - won't you please
Bring my baby to me ...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to se baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you ...

All I want for Christmas
Is you baby
Is you baby

you don't know

2005-12-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

you don't know what you've been to me

2005-12-12T11:27:00.000+08:00

oh, hahaha. i'm gonna have my future wedding on this day. nice isn't it? let me choose my wedding date. 12122020. that'll be when i'm... 29 years old! that's old.. nevermind, i've planned everything already. hahaha.

from 4-8 december, i was in youth camp!
it was nice (: haha. my words seem so fake as i'm typing. i don't mean to say that youth camp wasn't nice. but it's just that... nevermind. seriously. i can't really remember what happened in camp. anyway, we checked in at night, 8pm.

first night 4 dec:
checked in, then we played ice breakers and stuff.
didn't have much on the first day i think.
i know i slept really late on the first night, slept at about 1 or 2am.
then yun, tabi and i woke up at 4.30am.
we got up to bathe. haha, the room was freezing.
hahaha it was quite funny we got up so early.
then we went down to the fellowship hall and just sat around to talk until everyone got up.

second day 5 dec:
it was about creation.
they split everyone up into two groups.
one group went to botanic gardens and the other went to science centre.
i went to science centre.
after that, there was presentation.
then talks and dinner and bathed.

third day 6 dec:
morning was war games.
i love war games. (:
then it was talks about sin.
on this night, we had a court trial.
it was really quite shocking.
cause it wasn't even in the time table.
and before that i did some horrible stuff and i was really scared. haha.

fourth day 7 dec:
this day, we played many games to try to reach the score of 1000.
we didn't reach of course.
and there was punishment.
those who didn't go to the camp won't understand.
cause i'm writing really incorherently.

the last day 8 dec:
didn't have anything except packing up, phototaking, etc.
camp ended at about 12.
there wasn't lunch, so benxie, tabi, ching yang, david, bryan, yun and i went to eat at sakura. we couldn't finish the food. they ate so little. yun left and euods joined us. went to watch movie at empress. i've never been to empress and we didn't know what shows they were showing in empress, so we just went there to see. we could choose between chicken little and aeonflux. dunno why, we chose aeonflux. the cinema really sucked. the seats were broken okay. haha. and aeonflux was ultra boring. the most boring show ever. euods, tabi and i fell asleep about 30 minutes after the movie. there wasn't popcorn or anything and the tickets were only like 6 bucks. cheapo lah. don't ever watch aeonflux or go to empress to watch a movie. it's not nice. after the movie, we wanted to play pool. but we weren't sixteen. so we watched byran, ching yang, ben xie and david play lan. haha it was quite funny. but if u think about it, it's very boring.

10 december:
hil may and yeng wai's wedding! :D the two of them are so cute together. i'm so happy for them. haha after the wedding, yun came over, cause it was my maid's birthday so we thought maybe we could like celebrate it. haha. then then, my sister and my cousin brought their friend home.

i'm feeling so bored today. just had piano lesson at 10 in the morning. then later, gonna have tennis from 6-8pm. no idea what i'm gonna do from after lunch to 6pm. i have to pack actually. but it's like, so sian. i hate packing. i think i haven't even unpacked my camp stuff. haha. shit, so much to bring for holiday. i don't feel like going.

2005-12-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing to say.
hahaaa, i think the days are passing so fast but it's quite slow?
it seemed like one week ago that youth camp just ended, but it's not.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
hahaha. goodnight.

2005-12-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

gosh, i haven't been here for like, 10 days? haha. thats really long.
so many things. too many to say.
bye.

2005-12-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

i hate looking at this computer. my eyes hurt now. i hate it. i feel like wearing sunglasses when i look at the screen. it's far too bright.

anyway, i think i haven't been home much this week. out of 4 days, i'm only home for 2 nights. the mornings and afternoons i'm out. and counting next week and this week, i'll be home only like 4 out of 10 weekdays. i guess i've been too busy doing name tags for youth camp. but it's done now! (: and next week there's youth camp. like what i told tabitha, i can't really wait. hahaha. i actually think it doesn't make sense. but both of us know what it means, and that's enough. hahaha.

on monday, i was at the national library doing name tags. the one at bras basah. and we were at level 5 courtyard. when we were about to leave, we saw jing jing and wan wan of tong xin yuan! hahaha. so funnyy. they looked better in real life. skinnier (:

i think the name tags are so ugly now. pardon me for continuously talking about the name tags. it's been taking so much of my time this week that it's the only thing i've been doing. haha.

okay i shall sleep soon. really tired.

2005-11-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

i think i've been quite busy these few days? i don't know what i've been doing recently either actually. just wasting my time away i guess. haha. it's like 30 november today, right? tomorrow's gonna be 1 december. how fast. can't believe it. the next moment it's gonna be youth camp. and in the blink of the eye, it'll be the end of youth camp. then soon, school will reopen. HAHA.

i'm going to my aunt's house to continue doing name tags for youth camp. haha i don't know if it's ugly or nice. i just hope that everyone thinks it's nice?

i'm so tired. oh and amelia if u're reading this, and wondering why i didn't go today, cause my neck was hurting. haha. sorry! :D

2005-11-26T15:38:00.000+08:00

these are a few photos marissa, atheena and i took when we went shopping the other day (:

our neoprint

2005-11-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

my computer is seriously lagging.
lag like crazy.
but i think it's cause i pressed too many things at the same time.
haha poor thing.

i think i'm getting sick again.
after i just recovered. ):
i hate hate hate being sick especially during the holidays.

song of the day - could've been by mandy moore

The flowers that you gave me
Are just about to die
When I think about what could've been
Makes me want to cry
The sweet words you whispered
Didn't mean a thing
I guess our song is over
As we begin to sing

Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
Could've been my lover
Everyday of my life
Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
I'll never know what could've been
On a cold and lonely night

The memories of our lovin'
Still linger in the air
Like the faded scent of your roses
Stay with me everywhere
Everytime I get my hopes up
They always seem to fall
Still what could've been
Is better than what could never be at all

Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
Could've been my lover
Everyday of my life
Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
You can't know what could've been
On a cold and lonely night

Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
You can't know what could've been
On a cold and lonely night
Ni-ooh-ight
Ni-ooh-ight
How can you know what could've been
On a cold and lonely night

2005-11-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

hello. i'm finally gonna update. haha. actually, blogging's kinda boring now. but anyway, i'll just write some stuff here.

wednesday:
went to school in the morning. for the match thing. only went for awhile then left to meet jiayun. haha i tell you, when we were going down to pick yiping, we got stuck in the lift! it's not exactly scary cause the lift didn't stop totally and no lights went off. i don't think i'll take the lift alone now. it's quite scary.

thursday:
stayed at home i think? slacked the whole day. WHOLE DAY. hahaha.

friday:
supposed to go for tennis lessons but coach couldn't book the court so it's postponed to notsurewhen. then went for tuition after that. can't really remember what i did too.

2005-11-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

this is just something rachel and germ asked me to do. (:

5 weird/random stuff about yourself:
1. i can't remember many things.
2. i can't be bothered to do things, unless i really want to.
3. i'm random.
4. i like out to lunch
5. i like funny people.
can i not choose who to do it?

everything's so different now.

2005-11-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

harry potter wasn't as nice as i expected.
they took out alot of scenes. and i mean, ALOT.
but the movie was quite okay overall i guess.
and with so many parts taken out, the movie was already so long.
imagine if it's the full version.
hahaha. we can just camp in the theatre. hahaha!
that was what my friend said.

i'm really very tired.
i got home about half an hour ago.
today's a long long day! :)

went to bugis to eat, then shopped! (:
left for town to watch harry potter!
then met my sister for dinner.

my connection is so annoying.
it keeps getting disconnected.
stupid thing.

2005-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

i'm watching harry potter and the goblet of fire tomorrow!
at cineleisure. (:
so tomorrow, i think i'll wake up by 9am.
then i'll go read the papers.
then, maybe come here for awhile?
then i shall change and then leave house at 1045am!
haha i'm so well planned. :D
i hope i don't oversleep tomorrow.
i can't be late. haha.
oh,
i want the camera.
i want a camera.
i want that camera!

haha new found friend for me-monee mama. but i'm monee mama's first friend! hahaha! HELLO MONEE MAMA! okay monee mama, lets go offline now.

2005-11-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

it got me started.

a moment ago i was quarralling with my sister. yes, i was very very pissed at her. but now i'm not angry anymore. it's just that whatever she says, she keeps eleborating and i don't really like it when she eleborates. i get her point and she can just stop talking, but she just has to continue talking and i don't like it. don't like it at all. you don't know how irritating it is when it happens. sometimes i'm really glad that she just comes home and don't say anything to me, be it her exam or her day.

anyway, went out with tabitha and yiping today. just for a meal. met at 2pm then we went to swensens to eat. haha, we sat there and ate for about 3 hours. the person kept coming to refill our water and we didn't leave until it was 5pm. i ate alot. until i couldn't eat dinner just now. haha, oh, and banana crumble is nice (:

2005-11-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

i don't feel like writing anything here, neither do i feel like replying tags.
anyway, went to pick my younger sister up from piano lesson and i saw her classmate.
i think he's really cute, vulgar though. (:

2005-11-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO BEN XIE.
stop bugging me you thing.
hahaha!

2005-11-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha i'm talking to yiping and jemima on the phone now. they're so funny!
i remember jemima once telling us about this.
she said when she was a baby, the nurse said she was the baby with the most brains. cause the other babies had 2 brains (left and right) then she had 3! HAHAHAHA. who in the world has 3 brains! hahaha. we were laughing about it just now! and they keep making fun of me now.
haha!

2005-11-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

she's bittersweet

2005-11-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

my computer is so laggy!
it's so SLOW.
SLOW SLOW SLOW.

colorful only talks to me to ask me if i'll be going town!
ONLY FOR THAT QUESTION.
tskk. haha.

2005-11-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

let me talk about yesterday.
yesterday, yesterday..
it was a sunday yesterday. after church, had batch outing. it was quite sian at first. bought some stuff at shop and save. then headed to the bus stop to take bus to botanic gardens. we planned to take idontknowwhatnumber. then yun checked that we could take 502. it was only 5 stops for 502! so much lesser compared to the other bus. walked in to botanic gardens then we picnic-ed at swan lake. cause i guess we were too lazy to go to walk further. haha. we played cards, talked, stuff and stuff. haha. david keeps going to see POND. haha, we made fun of it cause he kept going, 'go see pond' and it sounded like porn. hahaha. and he also kept saying SEXY LAKE. the lake was heard as leg. haha. i walked to the other end of botanic gardens with ben xie and samuel when we were about to go home. it was from the tanglin side to bukit timah side! how far is that. haha. then benxie said after walking so much yesterday, he doesn't need to exercise for 2 weeks! hahaha.

i slept at about 2am last night. then for some reason, i woke up at 5 plus. there was thunder and lightning. then i slept again. then woke up a little when my mom was leaving for work. and i finally woke up again at 9.50am. i was supposed to meet marissa and atheena for breakfast at 10am! haha obviously, i was late. hahaha.

went to school to see the posting results. then went to bugis to shop. then went home for tuition.

there's tennis tomorrow. at 10am. i hope i won't be late. haha i better sleep earlier tonight. actually, i'm quite tired now. my eyes hurt. i think my degree has gone up again. oh, i wanna change specs! i don't quite see the point actually, i don't even wear them. haha.

2005-11-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i'm tired.
went out with the batch today.
they're funny people.
haha oh, have to go to school tmr to find out combination posting.
12 noon.
okay goodnight!
12 hours from now. haha.

2005-11-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

today is a long long day. okay, not that long. but still quite lah. haha.

my mama is so weird. she keeps coming behind me and asking what i'm doing. then she wants to look at my photos. andand. there's this air purifier in my room. and it was only turned on for 10 mins then she was asking, how come there's no smell. and she added more of the fragrance thing. and now it's causing me to sneeze.

oh let me see what happened today.
had training.
then went home.
slept before lunch.
woke up for lunch.
waited for piano teacher to come, but she didn't come in the end.
her car broke down.
went to my neighbour's house to watch dvd.
went for tuition.
came back home.
watched tv.
and i'm back here.

haha what a summary of my day! oh, i lost my waterbottle. it's my favourite. i'm so sad now. ): i lost my favourite waterbottle!

no song of the day for today. know why? cause i haven't listened to any song today! hahaha.

2005-11-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

i smell food.
my maid's cooking noodles for my mom.
smells like.. mushroom?
i don't know. everything smells like mushroom to me. haha.
the other time, there was this scent of rotten or burnt mushroom lingering in the air in the middle of the night! haha and it went into my room. i couldn't really sleep cause of the smell.
i hate it when my room smells like food. it so doesn't fit.

just now, when i came online.
my msn had problem!
guess what.
u know everytime someone signs in or something?
then there'll be something popping out on the bottom right, right?
mine came out at the bottom left instead! haha.
amusing. my computer is bonkers.

the computer's getting old.
it's getting so slow.
haha, actually not cause it's old.
cause i did alot of stuff to it.
poor thing.
it's like, doing so many things at one time.
what's the word? yes! multi-tasking!
hahaha.

i like don't love you no more!
it's addictive (:

stop lying to me.

2005-11-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.
my eyes are closing. haha.
today is a boring day.
i was supposed to have tuition at 3pm.
but, my teacher forgot she had something on.
so it's changed to tomorrow.
oh tomorrow's gonna be a long day.

8.30: training
2.30: piano lesson
4.00: tuition

i saw it with my own eyes.

2005-11-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

currently, 60

yay tags tags. lets reply tags. hahaha.

honey: okay i will link you soon! (:

tab: uh, u know what u're talking about? hahaha.

germ: secrets! haha no more now? :D haha yeah, tabi sounded really wrong. hahahha.

atheena: why didn't you wait for me! hahaha.

ting: yep. :D

tess: is my font really that small? but i can see it properly! and i'm not wearing my specs now. hahaha. go check ur degree! haha.

lennard: whatever! hahaha. u wanna help me do my homework? haha.

germ: warehouse? is that yun? hhaha. yes u should have came! see lah. haha but nevermind lah. going for training is good. (:

yun: hahaha. cause germ is bamboo and i'm metal ruler. okay stupid answer. i wanna box myself. hahhaa. long story! :D

atheena: hahaa whatever! but if my font is big, i dont think it'll be nice. hahaha.

wilin: i saw the video! haha super funny. i like. hahaha i was laughing like mad. haha.

ginny: oh, i haven't linked you. hahaha. anyway, don't talk to me about cameras. hahah i'm so jealous of urs. i like yours too!

wilin: haha don't scared! we'll put on a good show. hahaha. we rehearse first! haha.

i'm tired.

2005-11-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

i'm so lazy to type everything out. haha. but just now i really felt like writing about everything that happened today! had tennis lesson today. it was supposed to start at 3pm. but wilin and i only met at 2.50 i think. hahaha then met nifong and we reached the choa chu kang place at 3.30! haha. the coach is so gay! he has piercings and he screams! but he's nice lah. haha. it started raining, so we stopped the lesson at 4pm. then we left. coach sent us to mrt station. and we went lot 1. hahha. lala. i'm lazy to type. haha.

i'm addicted to dilemma. i just like it, suddenly.
no matter what i do, all i think about is you.

2005-11-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

my maid is so annoying! i don't like her. she keeps getting me annoyed. let me explain why. when i came home, the door and windows were closed. so i kinda like spied, didn't want to ring the doorbell. then i didn't see anyone. so, i ringed the doorbell. and i saw, she came out of my parents' room. then she saw me, and she froze. then i was like, uh, open the door? she still didn't move. then she was like, uh okay. then she didn't walk to the door. she went to dunno where before opening the door. what the hell is she doing? eew. disgusting. i hate people who behave so suspiciously. like, if you want to hide something, u're doing it too obviously. behave more naturally lah. ohoh, and! just now her friend called. and i scolded her friend! lalala. i feel so happy. she had better not call again. and, my younger sister only ends school at 1.20pm. and her school is just next to my house. why does she have to go down to fetch her at 1.10pm? it doesn't take 10 mins to get to the school. even with a slow walking pace, u don't need that much time. then just now when she told me she was going down to fetch my younger sister, i was like, so early? why so early. then she didn't really answer. but she still went down. she's pissing me off. continue being like that and i'll send her home! IRRITATING.

okay, i have to go for tennis lessons soon.
after lunch, gonna pack for the lesson and i'll go!
haha, but i feel so tired.
it's lunch now! :D

say my name

2005-11-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

just came back from training.
training in the hot hot sun.
don't like. heh.
and i always can't open my eyes cause of the sun.
but it was alright. (:

celebrity mind your language is so funny! patricia mok went on air to guess the meaning of a word. today her word is banal. and she guessed that banal has the same meaning as banana. banana is spelt as banal for short. hahaha! don't u think its funny. hahaha. it's not correct of course.

i just transferred some pictures from my phone into the computer.
i've got so many pictures of other people.
haha. and i have yet to download winzip.

haha, in 10 years time, ducky is gonna get me my dream camera.
and i'm have get ducky a 10 megapixiel camera with 1 gig memory and it must be palm size, 10 years later too. haha. actually not, ducky just wants more cute ducks! hahahaha.

2005-11-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

pretty boy asked me to watch EPL highlights with him.
haha i was wondering, how to watch it with him now?
i like supposed to go to pretty boy's house now?
haha he's gonna pay 60% of my cab fare. hahaha.

haha i think it's so weird.
i keep thinking that people who talk to me are sometimes said the wrong thing. like, they were supposed to say it to someone else instead of me. haha.
i just think it's so weird. hahaha.

i'm downloading stuff into my computer.
and it's taking so long.
shit shit. i have to go off.
cause have to go school tmr.
haha shit. i don't really wanna go so early.
lalala. i'm talking rubbish.
i'll reply the tags tmr.

2005-11-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

didn't go to sentosa today. but, i went out with yun. (:
she had to go to school, so we only went out at 12++++ in the afternoon. she only reached like so long after i reached. haha. went to nee ann city crystal jade to eat. there was this couple sitting very near us at crystal jade. like, practically next to us. haha. the girl was quite pretty. haha.

after eating, we went to, i forgot. hahaha. but i know we were walking around. in and out of shops. but we never tried clothes. ): haha. oh then we went to paragon and went to those tai tai shops. there was this watch shop. it's like super ex lah. and the shop looks like a fish tank. haha we went in there, and just looked around. then that sales person kept asking if he could help us. so irritating. can't stand him. haha.

i was just on the phone with my cousin. she was looking for my sister then i pretended to be my sister and she sort of believed. cause she kept talking. hahahaa. this is my blur cousin. hahaha.

oh, i want this.

and this was what we took during last friday's outing.

MTA! let's go out! :D

2005-11-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

guess what. marissa just reminded me there's chinese homework. it's 5 compositions. how am i supposed to do, i ask you? actually can lah. one week write one. more than enough time. andand, she said it's counted in next year's CA1! i never knew. but i don't really plan to do. my table doesn't have space for me to do homework now. hahaha.

2005-11-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

my blog posts are getting so boring! haha, okay so now, i shall type something more interesting. i have the urge to blog now. hahaha. let me start with my day (:

got up today at about 6.15am. normal time i go to school. cause i had to go to school for training and my sister had to go to school for the o level papers, my mom sent the both of us to school, one after the other. actually i got ready by like, 6.30am. then both my sister and i thought it was rather early so we went back to sleep. and my mom actually only woke us up at 7.10am! we were like, late! haha. cause my sister had to be in school by 7.25am. and with only 15 mins, it's impossible to reach school. we rushed rushed rushed, then reached her school at about 7.30am. in the end she wasn't late lah. so, headed to my school. really early. training only started at 8.30am, so i went to clear my locker. took out all my stuff, and the padlock. then went to canteen. it was about 8.10am.

waited then training started. we did sprints, and stuff and stuff. haha. i'm lazy to write so detailed. i'm so unfit now. i couldn't really do the sprints. dunno lah, i wasn't just pushing myself. lala. so shit. haha.

after training, stayed back for awhile. then took bus home. got home, bathe, ate, slacked. haha i was playing neopets! i like their games. so fun. then, called people to talk. but didn't really talk for long. haha. after that, sent my younger sister to her friend's house. i'm such a nice sister right! hahaha. i know i know, self praise is no praise, only international disgrace. hahahaha! okay, got home and, i forgot what i did. oh, used the computer for awhile then went to sleep.

my sister only woke me up at 7.20pm! tong xin yuan started already. and i had left the computer on. haha well anyway, i missed the first part of tong xin yuan. ):
haha, my dad calls it tong xin nian, or maybe, tong xin lian. he keeps changing lah. and he like, doesn't know he said he wrongly. hahaha. he's just so funny. but he's in thailand now. he keeps travelling! but, he said i can go with him! but he doesn't do anything when i say i want to go! like, maybe he can book a ticket or something right? but when i tell him i want to go, he'll just be like "okay". and continue doing his own things. hahaha.

daddy said maybe we can go thailand with him, before the other trip. then i can go.. SHOPPING! :D :D :D :D haha.

right now, i have to decide if i'm going sentosa tomorrow or not. must hurry decide. or amelia will start chasing me! haha. cause i promised her when the sky's dark then i'll tell her. hahaha. she's so funny i tell you. (: HI AMELIA!

2005-11-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored at home.
i don't feel like doing anything.
it's boring to stay at home.
i've got NOTHINGGG TO DO.
hahah.
i tell you i'm gonna start writing crap.
i want to go out.
my mom wants me to have more tuitions so i won't go out so often and i will be busier. whatever.
lalala. bye.
i don't have the mood now.

2005-11-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored. where's everyone? haha, what do you do on a sunday afternoon if you don't go out? i wanna go shopping. but my mom doesn't want to go cause i think she wants to stay and accompany my sister who is studying. she studies alot. so much more than me. heh. but anyway, o levels start tomorrow. i can't wait for it to be over. then we don't have to keep being at home. hahaha.

LALALA. i'm bored.

2005-11-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

i shall reply tags now! (: but those that i replied on your blogs already i'm not going to reply again.

germ: haha i know summer time doesn't fit! but i like. hahaha. how could u second to yun's 'sickly time'! haha.

yun: u're so bad to my blog! hahaha. u meanie ):

tab: hahaha. yun doesn't like you see. she tagged me so many times already! wahaha. i'm her best friend! :D

wenna: hahaha. it's hyphen i think. (:

dear chin: i don't believe you're my father. hahaha.

germ: hahaha yun doesn't like you all, see. hahaha. kidding. i don't think it's my dad. (:

teresa: haha i did? okay i shall relink! but u keep changing blogs! hahaha. i'm quite confused which one u're using. :D

ginny: hahaha. i like that advertistment! it's so funny. hahaha. YOYOYO! (: ok i'll link you soon. (:

goddess princess: okay we will! when! (:

tessa: no lah, i don't think it's my dad. hahaha. and, no i'm not going to watch that emily rose thing. i think i'll just die watching it. it's so scary! haha. watch another movie lah! haha.

yun: yeah! so nice. i like their sofa too. let's sleepover there! haha.

marissa: i love you! (: okay, it shall be dedicated to you on my blog! :D

hoi ying: hahaha. hello!

2005-11-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

i was clearing my file from my table and i saw this card my 9 o'clock date(marissa) wrote to me! (: it's really nice. this is the poem inside.

As It Comes To An End - kay
As I sit in class,
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad
To say goodbye
I'll miss everyone
I know I'll cry.
We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't wanna say goodbye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.

then by the side she wrote,

THANKS for the memories.

so sweet! (: thanks marissa! i'll always keep the card. (:
thank you for those memories you gave me too!
i love them and you! (:

2005-11-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

i took 2 naps today. one was in the afternoon about 2-3pm then the other was at 7-8pm. of course not so exact at that time lah. well, today i woke up at about 10am. cause i had a msg. but i somehow fell asleep again. and i read the msg in my dreams. hahaha. it was totally different from the one that i received. anyway, got up from my bed eventually. i tell you, sleeping is my favourite. haha. my bed is just so comfortable! hahaha.

i packed my table and removed all my books! it's so clean now. yay. (: but, i don't know where to put my books. SEC ONES! haha. i have alot alot of sec 2 books. maybe not alot, but there are. and some are like, very new. even if not new, there are alot of notes! (:

i went to my aunt's new house today! it's nice. the funitures are all there now. i love their television and sofa. it's comfortable. haha. i love new houses. (: